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The Reasonable Choice Of Insanity

by In.Verno

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1.
What! What is inside, inside of you? What you just have inside of you? This is the only thing that I am, the only thing that I have, is what I feel inside. This, that thing that I need Is the only thing that I keep That I just keep to myself. What! What is inside, inside of you? What you just have inside? I often feel like a strange. And all those things that we share, Seems me so unreal. And when I am reflected in your eyes I´m sure that you will never know Who is by your side. They will never know what is mine, what is yours They will never gonna see my other side, my reality I will never show you myself Cause is the only thing that is mine They will never understand What I feel inside. Somos verbas sen sentido somos un paxaro engaiolado Somos un lobo en soidade sen a luz da lúa. They will never know They´ll never know They will never gonna see ´cause they are so blind They will never understand They can´t understand They will never walk with me We are words without a rhyme. We are a birds behind the prison´s bars. We are a solitary wolf without the moonlight. We are a lie.
2.
Stay close to me. Show me your way Whisper my name. And I´ll live again. Stay far from me I don´t need your company anymore. You fade me away There´s no turning back I have closed the door. I don´t hear your voice The silence I talk with is my best friend. I´m right alone I´m falling in love with my loneliness. The answer I know, so time ago. It´s easy to forget what we have done. What kind of farse was me and you? We spent our lives behind this painted truths. Kill the real feelings. Close all the gates. Open your eyes don´t let this dream begin. Don´t break the silence. Don´t show your pain. I live in darkness And the light is your way. I know you have darkness inside. Why don´t you show it this time?
3.
Black is the sorrow, that make(s) my senses overcast Dark is the feeling that raise(s) from myself, Bleeding grooves through my soul And a voice was repeting... It must not happen, this is not real That tragic night was covered by clouds. The sheeps were sleeping, A sharp shape was patrol them. The rest was pleasent. In that tragic night the sky was covered by the red color The bones´ crackle invaded the silence One groan, one sigh and only remained The rage, the despair... Bleeding grooves blowing up and then... Forget me, don´t return anymore, I wish death soes your way till the end. Dissapear, vanish from my life in a red dusk I wish night takes you where I can’t see you again. And pain, and anger... There´s only place for pain and blood. When mother rage gets my being, I only hope it will never ends Time won´t stop and that your being will be destroyed, lending came the river of revenge. Black is the sorrow, that make(s) my senses overcast Dark is the feeling that raise(s) from myself, Bleeding grooves through my soul And a voice was (repeting...)
4.
Absent gaze. Injected eyes. Bitter bile descending through my throat. Pale face Hands slightly shaking All I had vanished in blue dawn. Disturbed concept of justice All is wrong, it´s your fault. Hear my voice, it´s the law. How can luck be by your side? Feed my hate, build your cage Be my slave, grow your rage Why does´nt anyone believe me? Give up now! Get lost in my haze! Why am I so confused? Life will hit you back one day And I will be there to see your face Life will hit you back one day Then I will rest Now I know that I can face your tricks I´ve understood how you destroyed me You are going to feel my pain All you have will vanish in blue dawn Disturbed concept of justice All is wrong, it´s your fault. Hear my voice, it´s the law. How can luck be by your side? Feed my hate, build your cage Be my slave, grow your rage Why does´nt anyone believe me? Give up now! Get lost in my haze! Why am I so confused? Life will hit you back one day And I will be there to see your face Life will hit you back one day Then I will rest Je sais que tu pex setir ma douleur, mais tu t´en fous Que mon enfer n´est pas le tien; t´en as rien à faire Que mes larmes, et mon mal et ma peine ne sont qu´une rumeur dans ton esprit troublé Mais écoute moi! Voici mon jugement! Mon discours amer ne peut plus se contenir Je te jure qu´un jour je sortirai de ma tombe Et qu´alors je serai ton cauchemar La vie te rendras les coups, je serai là pour voir ta face, double d´energie Double de place, froid comme la glace
5.
Sometimes she needs to think she believes in something Her world needs to go on but she doesn't know how With cold memories that she refuses to empty So cold... So lost... All memories still burning Corroding and rotting her heart It's harder than it sounds She can't feel complete without him And there she was under red rain trying to forget her boundless pain The streght is gonne no one to blame she is in love with this mistake Reflections of what it could have been finally bring out her weakness Come back to me That's all she needed... She can't see all the blood that surrounds her This time will be different She forgets all and runs after him... You are mine now! And there they are under the rain Another chance another game The streght is gonne no one to blame she is in love with this mistake No fights no battles no victories No defeats New challenges And tomorrow will only remain the ashes in the wind remain the ashes in the wind...
6.
So cold, so painful, and so insane… Another day you wake up You feel the void on your bed So cold... So comfortable...and even so strange But you're still grabbing at a dream in which you hold the face every night, every night you see it when you close your eyes and while you´re dreaming it seems to smile The night passes by... you wake up You feel another breath by your side It should be no doubts... you can't avoid wondering yourself for how many dawns? In your head again resounds my voice And I nail in your heart my icy claws In your head again resounds my voice And you´ll always be mine The dream ends... you wake up You feel the void again So familiar... so painful...and so insane And you are torn in two amidst the calm of loneliness and the nostalgia of company even a bad you don´t want to be forgoten you don´t want to feel the threat Today... You wake up You feel someone holding you You don't want to repeat the mistake, If any This time will be different In your head again [...] Of your weakness I feed Your doubts breed me In your strength I hide Your opportunities are mine too I am the Threat, eternal who lives deep in your heart So strong as you can imagine me I will never give up The dream ends... you wake up You feel the void again So familiar... so painful...and so insane And you are torn in two amidst the calm of loneliness and the nostalgia of company even a bad you don´t want to be forgoten you don´t want to feel the threat Today... You wake up You feel someone holding you You don't want to repeat the mistake, If any This time will be different
7.
When I wake up I don´t know what I see ... When I wake up I can´t know. A thousand feelings around me That I can´t understand. cold and heat share out my skin and I don´t recognize the chaos that surrounds me. This is my moment, This is the way of all my dreams. everything starts here. This is my moment, is this the way of all my griefs? everything starts here. There is neither order there is no sense. All is covered by shadows again There is neither order there is no sense. and my mind tinged with uncertainty. This is my moment, This is the way of all my dreams. everything starts here. This is my moment, is this the way of all my griefs? everything starts here. When I wake up I don´t know what I see ... When I wake up I can´t know. A thousand feelings around me That I can´t understand. cold and heat share out my skin and I don´t recognize the chaos that surrounds me.
8.
Inert is inside us inert is inside us since the beginning The path is traced by pain and sooner or later will come out to meet me; I must stand to be stronger and be ready when the time comes. The path is marked by pain and sooner or later will come out to meet me; and even if I can't resist or be stronger ... the time will come I'm like the river that never stops to flow always advancing towards my own decline. Water and Earth mixed up inside of me as they just were and they will be. Inert is inside us but light keeps on shining Until the end… We expire while living our time Never been fearless The clock shows you the expiry of your soul and nails its needles in your skin stitching your infected wounds to avoid losing by them your hope The beginning and the end are the covers of the book, the sustenance of my story. When the epilogue cames, everything will start. Is this the way of all my sorrows? Way ... dreams ... griefs.
9.
With my eyes I saw… With my ears I heard… So many actions and words All so vain, all so false You are forgiven… BUT I DON’T FORGET!!!! For your indifference I looked for your approval In your mistakes I wanted to see the consequences of what I did My eyes were wrong searching in myself the flaw You only left place for shame I´m searching in your castle of empty truths where only you can live I don’t want to share this fate which bounds myself to you Now you will pay for every one of your actions Revenge…, justice…, Cause, effect, destiny… It doesn’t matter This mad thing gave sense to this madness It’s sad But even If I could I wouldn’t revive what you have killed before I’ve got no more tears for you You’ve drunk them all You only left place for shame (You’ve drunk them all)
10.
Unable to share In your small hells Burned the hopes Of the ones who loved you Why I still keep silence? Why I keep this undeserved respect That is rotting me inside This is a requiem For any soul Not for its death but for its life Three times… THREE!!! You gave your blood Three times… THREE!!! The legacy remain undone Now I’ve got no more hate You’ve taken it all with my rage I guess, at the end, I have something to thank you It’s no big deal This is a requiem For any soul Not for its death but for its life Many will cry your absence Many would die in your place Everyone should cry For your existence No one will understand The truth of your life NOT ME!!! All of them would If they knew… That all of your life Was nothing but delusions To them you sacrificed Your past, present and future This is a requiem For any soul Not for its death but for its life But I’ve got no more tears for you You’ve drunk them all

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A closer look to the depths of the human soul, its yearnings, its emotions, its desires and disillusions... summarized in five dualities that show the two faces of the soul. Given this perspective, insanity is always a choice.

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released April 10, 2015

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